06 12 / 2009
So You’ve Got Mail was a touching film. It made me yearn for a similar relationship. It was quick and snappy; the chemistry between these two characters were amazing. I could only dream of having that type of extraordinary friendship and weakness for another. Unfortunately, I have been feeling quite lonely in both of these departments.
I regularly question myself and my being. Am I too bland of a person? Am too much of an emotionally sensitive person? Am I unattractive and hostile? Am I too stout?
I suppose I will never know until I convince myself that I am truly beautiful all on my own. [I’m starting to tear up!]
I miss those times when I could just look back at my day and be sincerely happy, even though it may have been uneventful and average.
